late at night when all the world is sleeping...

this is something serious.
i have not been myself these past weeks? months? years? when did my real self last invaded this piece of... well, thing? is this amnesia? meow. oops, im serious.
it's late and im still wastin my time typing nonsense stuff in this... something that everybody in the world could have a chance to read. but the world cares not for these things and keeps itself busy to no longer need to care for these kinda stuff. wrong grammar. the world is sleeping.
when could i have my turn to take a rest? meow!
days pass by so quickly that i did not even see the one before this. or not that clear maybe. wrong grammar ulit! i am not sure if im happy with this pace. i don't know if i really like to wish for it to go faster, or slower. im pressured. im tired. im happy. im excited. im sad. im disappointed. i failed. i missed. i did great. im proud of myself. hala! mayabang! im confused. the sem is ending soon. just not sure if i did what i must and avoided what im not supposed to do. am i good enough? did i make the most of the time i was given? is this about the sem or something about death? not sure.
have i said what i was tasked to say? do you need to hear? will you listen when i start to speak? are you interested? are you with me? shit!
pagod lang to. i guess i have to sleep with the world.
night. help me decide. moon. watch over me. sit beside me. comfort me. hold my hand.
thank you.